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Rest In Peace, Runar! by Se05239
Rest In Peace, Runar!
13 year old family cat passed away the other day. Planned on drawing him but I gave up as anything I drew just violated his image.
Kudos to my sister, Churry, for taking such a fine photo of him. 

RIP Runar 2002 - 2015
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Thought I would update my journal since it has been a while and the best way I could think of doing that is by writing about what is happening in my life at the moment.

Let me just start by saying that I feel incredibly bad. Not physically but mentally. I am down, depressed and tired. 
Most of this negativity comes from my economic situation. I am unemployed since almost 2 years back now. The money I get for being longtime unemployed is really bad too.
I can describe my situation like this; I can afford breakfast and a few liters of gas per day and break even.
This has been my "life-style" for months now and there is no signs of change.

The creative side of me has taken a severe hit from all of this too. I am incapable of drawing. In fact, the mere sight of my tablet or sketchbook makes me see red. There are feelings of absolute rage.
My head is often filled with various ideas and expansions of my stories but it is empty now. Except for one little idea that still swirls around. It taunts me greatly and I get frustrated whenever it surface and makes an appearance. 

The sad fact is that I am having an existential crisis. I lie sleepless every night for hours valuating my life and it always ends up as "wow, you suck man." Every thought is black. Thoughts of the future and past alike. All black. Everything. There is not a single light in my life at the moment. I would most likely try and consult a psychiatrist if I could afford it, it would be the third year in a row if I did, but my current situation doesn't allow it.

Also, I know that most of you watchers, if not everyone, won't bother to read this journal beyond its headline but dA and its journal are the closest things I have for something similar to Facebook. It feels like reason enough for me to use the journals to tell everyone how I feel, even if you do not care one single bit.
Sylveon Avatar (Updated) by Se05239
Sylveon Avatar (Updated)
Made an avatar for myself featuring one of my top 10 Pokémon. Sylveon is really one of the more manly Pokémon there is out there.

EDIT: Made a completely new one but decided to just replace the old Sylveon avatar rather than submit a new one.
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Thought I would update my journal since it has been a while and the best way I could think of doing that is by writing about what is happening in my life at the moment.

Let me just start by saying that I feel incredibly bad. Not physically but mentally. I am down, depressed and tired. 
Most of this negativity comes from my economic situation. I am unemployed since almost 2 years back now. The money I get for being longtime unemployed is really bad too.
I can describe my situation like this; I can afford breakfast and a few liters of gas per day and break even.
This has been my "life-style" for months now and there is no signs of change.

The creative side of me has taken a severe hit from all of this too. I am incapable of drawing. In fact, the mere sight of my tablet or sketchbook makes me see red. There are feelings of absolute rage.
My head is often filled with various ideas and expansions of my stories but it is empty now. Except for one little idea that still swirls around. It taunts me greatly and I get frustrated whenever it surface and makes an appearance. 

The sad fact is that I am having an existential crisis. I lie sleepless every night for hours valuating my life and it always ends up as "wow, you suck man." Every thought is black. Thoughts of the future and past alike. All black. Everything. There is not a single light in my life at the moment. I would most likely try and consult a psychiatrist if I could afford it, it would be the third year in a row if I did, but my current situation doesn't allow it.

Also, I know that most of you watchers, if not everyone, won't bother to read this journal beyond its headline but dA and its journal are the closest things I have for something similar to Facebook. It feels like reason enough for me to use the journals to tell everyone how I feel, even if you do not care one single bit.

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:iconthesniper2:
TheSniper2 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2015  Hobbyist
Hello again. How've you been doing these days?
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:iconse05239:
Se05239 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2015
Bad. You?
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seanmcchapman Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2014  Hobbyist Filmographer
Thanks for the luck on the project. It's gonna be a biggy. Can't wait to see how your set of comics come out :) want a link to it later?
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:iconse05239:
Se05239 Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2014
My set of comics?
And yes, I would like a link or whatever to the youtube page where these are going to be uploaded.
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:iconseanmcchapman:
seanmcchapman Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2014  Hobbyist Filmographer
Alright no problem. Might be a while but Ill get it to you :)
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Jest-a-Note Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2014
Happy birthday! I hope you have a great day.
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:iconse05239:
Se05239 Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2014
Could have been better. Wished for one thing and family decided that something else was better.
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:iconjest-a-note:
Jest-a-Note Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2014
Oh? But I still wish for the best for you! ^^ 
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pyrrhicPaladin Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday!
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:iconse05239:
Se05239 Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2014
Many thanks.
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